Monday, January 3, 2011

Stay with me

Raindrops, Fall From, Everywhere
I Reach Out, For You, But Your Not There
So I Stood, Waiting, In The Dark
With Your Picture, In My Hands
Story Of a Broken Heart

Stay With Me
Don't Let Me Go
Cause I Can't Be Without You
Just Stay With Me
And Hold Me Close
Because I've Built My World Around You
And I Don't Wanna Know What's It Like Without You
So Stay with Me
Just Stay With Me

I'm Trying And Hoping, For The Day
When my touch is enough
To Take The Pain Away
Cause I've Searched For So Long
The Answer Is Clear
We'll be OK if We Don't Let It Disappear

Stay With Me
Don't let Me go
Cause I Can't Be Without You
Just Stay With Me
And Hold Me Close
Because I've Built My World Around You
And I Don't Wanna Know What's it Like Without You
So Stay with Me
Just Stay With Me

I've searched my heart over
So many many times
No you and I, is like no stars to light the sky at night
Our Picture Hangs Out Of Tune
Remind Me Of The Days
You Promised Me We'd Always
And Never Go Away
That's Why I Need You To Stay

Stay With Me
Don't let Me go
Cause I Can't Be Without You
Just Stay With Me
And Hold Me Close
Because I've Built My World Around You
And I Don't Wanna Know What's It Like Without You
So Stay with Me
Just Stay With Me

Thursday, December 16, 2010

Andrea Bocelli - Swear

Promise me,
that although much time may pass
you'll never forget the moment
when I first met you.

Look at me,
there's nothing more profound
nor bigger in this world
than the love I have to you.

Kiss me,
with a kiss so full of love
like no one has ever kissed me
since the day that I was born

Love me,
love me until you feel the madness
and understand the bitter pain
that I am suffering for loving you.

They all say it's a lie that I love you
'cause they've never seen me so in love
I swear to you that I don't know why
the look in your eyes has kept me captivated

When you are near me
and I am happy
I wish that you'd remember no one else
I am jealous even of my thoughts
that may remind you
of another person you once loved.

Monday, December 13, 2010

when she loved me-toy story 2

another song from John

When somebody loved me,
Everything was beautiful
Every hour we spent together lives within my heart
And when she was sad,
I was there to dry her tears
And when she was happy,
So was I
When she loved me

Through the summer and the fall
We had each other, that was all
Just she and I together,
Like it was meant to be

And when she was lonely,
I was there to comfort her
And I knew that she loved me

So the years went by
I stayed the same
But she began to drift away
I was left alone
Still I waited for the day
When she'd say I will always love you

Lonely and forgotten,
I'd never thought she'd look my way
And she smiled at me and held me just like she used to do
Like she loved me
When she loved me

When somebody loved me
Everything was beautiful
Every hour we spent together lives within my heart

When she loved me

today's song

John has been senting me one song a day

12/13/2010
James Taylor: Your Smiling Face Lyrics

Whenever I see your smiling face
I have to smile myself
Because I love you (Yes, I do)
And when you give me that pretty little pout
It turns me inside out
There's something about you, baby (I don't know)

(Chorus)
Isn't it amazing a man like me
Can feel this way
Tell me how much longer
It will grow stronger every day
Oh, how much longer

I thought I was in love
A couple of times before
With the girl next door
But that was long before I met you
Now I'm sure that I won't forget you
And I thank my lucky stars
That you are who you are
And not just another lovely lady
Sent down to break my heart

Isn't it amazing a man like me
Can feel this way
Tell me how much longer
It can grow stronger every day
How much longer

No one can tell me that I'm doing wrong today
Whenever I see you smile at me
No one can tell me that I'm doing wrong today
Whenever I see your smiling face my way
No one can tell me that I'm doing wrong today
No one can tell me that I'm doing wrong today

Monday, August 30, 2010

Scorpion

Scorpios are the masters of their fate. They know only one way to live: on their own terms. They do not live life but attack it. When life hands them a loss, they do not waste time sulking, but rather continue on their path, sure they will eventually succeed. Scorpios are driven by their intense passions and desires. Often they are seen as imperious. Whether in business or play, Scorpios love to compete. Indeed to do well, they must have an opponent. Scorpios do not take slights well. If you cross them be assured they will retaliate with their full force. Scorpios never quit and never surrender. If anyone can get a difficult task done it is a Scorpio.

The Scorpio female is an independent soul. This is a woman who will risk all for love and not count the cost, but can become bitterly disappointed if her judgment is proved wrong. The contradiction of the Scorpio female character is rather puzzling to some people and endlessly fascinating to others. Outwardly, this always seems to be a relatively selfish woman who gives the appearance of self-centeredness in her concentration on personal affairs and the affairs of loved ones. Still, she can be capable of incredible self-sacrifice. In essence, no two acquaintances will ever view this female in the same manner for she will present a different facet of her personality to each one. As a sweetheart, the Scorpio female is exciting. As a life partner, she is appealing in her determination to be the best possible companion. As a mother, she will be both understanding and disciplinary.

The woman ruled by Scorpio is loyal and courageous. She enjoys responsibility and is very capable. She is a blunt and fearless character, doing everything passionately from the depths of her heart. Rarely shy by nature, the Scorpio woman has a very healthy appetite for the physical aspect of a romantic relationship.

Monday, August 9, 2010

Frida

Mexican painter Frida Kahlo

Frida was a woman, so intense, passionate and yet imperfect, she followed her heart, and suffered from what that brought to her. Her physical pain and emotional wound were expressed in her paintings, with such a strong visual effect. She was a woman so exceptional and so damaged. The movie explicits well, and the acting is phenomenonal.

That is what a good movie does to me: it makes me think, it haunts me, and it relates to myself.

Thursday, July 1, 2010

Responding to a greeting from internet dating site

J, sorry that I did not even read your profile when i responded to you, i looked the pictures though.
I am paying my bills online- it is also the time I can sit by my personal computer in a day. I saw your email through, clicked it, it opened your profile directly.
This website is good, allows us to meet different people, but it also can be very distracting. We sometimes take it light. When we are busy, we forgot to write back; may be another profile is more interesting, let's forget the previous one... I do get a lot messages each day, i do that often.
I have been divorced for over a year, a similar length to yours.
I am learning, as time moves along.
It was very hard in the beginning, being through the emotional roller coaster; to overcome the fears; and to be on myself, everything.
We are afraid of being alone, especially when children are not around. Besides, we need confirmation as a man or woman, the best way is to date.
But, it is not all a joyful journey, we feel disappointed, embarrassed, hurt, and... the instability and uncertainty.
I am thinking now, we have to be comfortable for being alone, not rush into anything which by gut feeling is not right, and will know when the right person comes along.